Before There Was Before
“Before There Was Before” was first published in the journal Common Ground.
1.
Before there was before, there was still before,
no verb to carry the abyss.
Light from dark, this from that, an easing
of boundaries, a slit
making a run for it,
everything
blue at the edge of that pose.
2.
The Big Bang hurled all the starstuff
ever to be made—brazen tumult,
lashed by the muscle of spume,
hydrogen and helium waiting
for their rings to close,
dark tonnage, billions and billions
of mewling seedstars,
all burning and burning
themselves out, the universe
braced to decay.
3.
The shoulder of one boulder settling
against the shoulder of another.
Canyons cleaving, granite
wrenched free.
The apple asleep
inside the sleeping tree.
4.
The tide slinks in.
Shelves of blue-green algae.
Bluefish.
Lungfish.
Weakfish.
5.
Shaggy-maned mushrooms
sink and dissolve. Beneath,
beetles frill.
Pea vines, holdfast clovers.
Bees shiver the white throats—
Whales slip through the slot.
Baleen and blue milk spilled
through all the rooms of the ocean.
Long lives call and click
the grievous migrations.
Sharp-shinned hawks seize
their trophies, clamping down
the whole lid of air.
7.
When trees come, they are meant to
be climbed.
Stay away, or come, or come
just this far—you and I are
here, the compound of us,
a colossal conjunction.
And the calendulas in the field
who are riddled
with life-spark and flaws.
Let’s take a stab
at the dark, let’s
time our tea,
if we have tea,
if we have time.